不懂

我的碎片，

不必去捡。

想说再见，

离不人间。

她不明白，

你不明白，

我不明白，

问？

没人知......

Seed Destiny.

Have you ever asked yourself, what is your purpose in this world? Or what is your destiny? When you think of it, it's nothing but emptiness from yourself. We will never know why we are here, IN THIS WORLD. Some call it "GOD FORSAKEN" world. Some call it a place to live. Some say, we are in this world for one reason. And that reason is to pay back the sins our ancestors did so many years ago. And some say we are here as a neutral souls, to learn the ways of the world, and join either the light or the dark.

It's been a long time since I had this question on my mind... And now it pops up more often than before... I've haven't got a clue of what mine was. Or anybody else's. Or the whole human race... I started by asking why are we here for? To dominate this world of ever progressing future? To destroy the world and have it go through the ice age again? This world, is of cycles after all... The rain is the simplest example: water in lake, vaporizes in hot condition, forms cloud under low pressure and temperature, accumulates to become cumulonimbus, rain, water in lake, vaporizes, cloud, rain, water... yadi yadi yada~~~ Do we all not know that already??? LOL!

Evolution is what happens to organisms. To change themselves to cope in the environment of their habitats. And evolution will not get Earth back its dinosaurs. To make it simple, living things evolves and will not be the same as the extincted creatures millions of years ago.

Human beings are the results of evolution. Humans tried so hard to trace their ancestors of who they evolved from. Monkeys? Chimps? Gorillas? Orang Utans? Lizards? Birds? Fish? No one knows. What caused the death of all the dinosaurs in the world? Big bang? Ice age? No one knows too.

We all live in this world. We have friends to go through our lives and they make the world a better place to live in. "We should just look in front" some would say. "And leave the past away". When you're down, there's always someone singing:

"I wish you could step back from that ledge my friend,

You could, cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in,

And, if you do not want to see me again, I will understaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand~

I will understaaa-aa-and~

I will understand"

Is life about looking forward? We were given life, opportunities, and chances... we should just die take them and live the fullest of our lives? Despite the many people in the world that we have to share most of the things? Why do we have feelings? Why do we love? Why do we hate? Why do we have mental fatigue and shove everyone aside including the ones we love and care for? Why do we love and care for a certain stranger?

For me, I've always asked, "why do we care?" Because we have the ability to understand. To understand how a person feel, whose car is stalled beside or, worst still, in the middle of the road, even worse, has a dark cumulonimbus above him, raining and lightning almost striking him.. To understand what it is that others need, and make a business out of it, gaining profits, as more and more people needed to acquire its services to send messages across the world. To understand her and wants to be with her as long as his body can hold during the course of its life. And does not want to miss a thing by closing eyes or sleep or take my eyes off you...

Humans have the ability to understand complicated things... Feelings, needs, care, companionship... That's why I'm typing. Everything dies one day. YA!!! Everything has it's number of days in the world. Earth has been here so long because it's too small big, even though just a small part of the galaxy, and it is able to withstand many years. Even if organisms died in it, it'll still orbit around the sun. But still, one day, it'll be gone forever. So better die now lol.

So, if we were to look forward in life, then where are we going when we die?