Tired

I have been having unneccessary pressures from my parents since my mind started to remember things.

Just yesterday, my mum just gave me a yell saying that I need to do more work and sit lesser in the living room... What in the WORLD DOES THAT MEAN? Don't watch tv and revise my homework? Ok... That wasn't what she meant... She meant:" I haven't seen you do your work and I don't want to see you here watching tv." Well... Fine. I'll just go do my work. And then she yells again :"I don't want to see you here anymore. I want to see you studying." Right... You don't wanna see me... And you only want to see me studying... Sure~~~~

The question is, why in the world does she have to yell? What's wrong? You having biological changes or what? In what way do I GOD DAMN DESERVE AN UNNECCESSARY SHOUTINGS? WHAT AM I? A DOG? WHY DON'T YOU GET A DOG AS YOUR SON INSTEAD?

I'm tired of my life... But I'm holding on...