不懂

我的碎片，

不必去捡。

想说再见，

离不人间。

她不明白，

你不明白，

我不明白，

问？

没人知......

Seed Destiny.

Have you ever asked yourself, what is your purpose in this world? Or what is your destiny? When you think of it, it's nothing but emptiness from yourself. We will never know why we are here, IN THIS WORLD. Some call it "GOD FORSAKEN" world. Some call it a place to live. Some say, we are in this world for one reason. And that reason is to pay back the sins our ancestors did so many years ago. And some say we are here as a neutral souls, to learn the ways of the world, and join either the light or the dark.

It's been a long time since I had this question on my mind... And now it pops up more often than before... I've haven't got a clue of what mine was. Or anybody else's. Or the whole human race... I started by asking why are we here for? To dominate this world of ever progressing future? To destroy the world and have it go through the ice age again? This world, is of cycles after all... The rain is the simplest example: water in lake, vaporizes in hot condition, forms cloud under low pressure and temperature, accumulates to become cumulonimbus, rain, water in lake, vaporizes, cloud, rain, water... yadi yadi yada~~~ Do we all not know that already??? LOL!

Evolution is what happens to organisms. To change themselves to cope in the environment of their habitats. And evolution will not get Earth back its dinosaurs. To make it simple, living things evolves and will not be the same as the extincted creatures millions of years ago.

Human beings are the results of evolution. Humans tried so hard to trace their ancestors of who they evolved from. Monkeys? Chimps? Gorillas? Orang Utans? Lizards? Birds? Fish? No one knows. What caused the death of all the dinosaurs in the world? Big bang? Ice age? No one knows too.

We all live in this world. We have friends to go through our lives and they make the world a better place to live in. "We should just look in front" some would say. "And leave the past away". When you're down, there's always someone singing:

"I wish you could step back from that ledge my friend,

You could, cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in,

And, if you do not want to see me again, I will understaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand~

I will understaaa-aa-and~

I will understand"

Is life about looking forward? We were given life, opportunities, and chances... we should just die take them and live the fullest of our lives? Despite the many people in the world that we have to share most of the things? Why do we have feelings? Why do we love? Why do we hate? Why do we have mental fatigue and shove everyone aside including the ones we love and care for? Why do we love and care for a certain stranger?

For me, I've always asked, "why do we care?" Because we have the ability to understand. To understand how a person feel, whose car is stalled beside or, worst still, in the middle of the road, even worse, has a dark cumulonimbus above him, raining and lightning almost striking him.. To understand what it is that others need, and make a business out of it, gaining profits, as more and more people needed to acquire its services to send messages across the world. To understand her and wants to be with her as long as his body can hold during the course of its life. And does not want to miss a thing by closing eyes or sleep or take my eyes off you...

Humans have the ability to understand complicated things... Feelings, needs, care, companionship... That's why I'm typing. Everything dies one day. YA!!! Everything has it's number of days in the world. Earth has been here so long because it's too small big, even though just a small part of the galaxy, and it is able to withstand many years. Even if organisms died in it, it'll still orbit around the sun. But still, one day, it'll be gone forever. So better die now lol.

So, if we were to look forward in life, then where are we going when we die?

3-toothbrushes-in-a-bag

There was once I went to Giant. I saw a mom and her teen son shopping with her. Her hand holds a list of things to buy. They were shopping on a tight budget, choosing on the lowest price on whatever items they needed.

It was the toothbrush section where I saw these two person. They weren't there to relax, they were moving fast, and making decisions fast based on the price and the things to do after their shopping. Now, we do know that Giant or Carrefour sells 3-toothbrushes-in-a-bag toothbrushes that cost only RM5. Yes they are cheap. And the brush quality is cheap too. Yes, those two were selecting one of the many 3-toothbrushes-in-a-bag toothbrushes that were displayed there. They just took the cheapest one and sped off.

There I was... Witnessing their efforts, to control spending, to purchase as much as possible on a small budget, despite the quality of the brushes being below par. And I was beside them finding a single toothbrush that I would want to use, that I would feel proud of using, just because it has those complicated designs that was "clinically proven" to be able to remove more plague than other brushes. It's not to say I only use expensive brushes... It's my teeth that grew so tight to each other that I need something better to brush off those hard to reach places...

So it's not that I don't use cheap brushes... I'm just trying to clean my teeth to white. Some say yellow teeth are born in to you and that it's stronger than natural white teeth... But some say it's because you SMOKE! which obviously I DON'T! It's because... for two years when nurses were in our school to give free dental checkups, they said my teeth were yellow... because I SMOKE! which obviously! I DON'T! I've even tried smoker's toothpaste... And really have to take a long long time to brush it till it shines white.

That day was a Sunday evening. Where the Kenari went back to a place 300km far. Where I saw a Cumulonimbus that looked like a crawling baby. Where I found what I was searching for. And learnt a lesson from that mom and son.

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Suddenly 10 cents seems expensive... Lol...

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早上看庙, 晚上...没睡觉啦... (Part 2)

Later that night, went to Queensbay Mall for dinner.

The famous concept restaurant called: T-bowl!

(Toilet bowl) XD

See the toilet bowls in there? They're no joke. You sit on them for your meal.

Closer look...

The interesting looking menu.

When you're in there, they practically serve food in the bowl.

Except the bowl is smaller and the food is real!

I love this picture. My favourite.

After dinner, went to the Gurney Esplanade for the lantern festival organized by the local organizer.

But because of the rain, they pack up early... And went to the sea side instead...

Big waves splashing up.

Some kids purposely put their heads there to be splashed by sea water.

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The next day, went to the world's largest toy museum at Batu Feringgih.

Loads of toys and exhibits. I'm almost the same size as Batman.

Stitch is not big. He's just cute. XD

After visiting the toy museum, I head back to KL with a heavy heart. I wished I could stay longer so that I can finish touring the whole island... Well... Happy moments just have to speed up the time... There's always a next time. The next time I go there, I'm going to Bayan Lepas. Hehe!

早上看庙, 晚上...没睡觉啦...

Went to have McDonald's breakfast at Gurney drive again... I don't know why I have to come to Penang only have McDonald's breakfast. Lol...

Something that someone likes to do, taking lots of pictures of me...

After breakfast, we went to Bukit Bendera.

As you can see, the price is a bit awkward.

She's been holding the camera for too long... Now it's my turn. Hahaha.

First time I see the transport vehicle of Bukit Bendera...

The view of the bridge.

The only skyscraper in the whole city.

Can you spot my car?

This Guan Yin statue is 30.6 metres high, surrounded by 16 dragon poles...

Then we went to the Thai Buddhist Temple.

Big sleeping Buddha.

All in all, I like this trip. I like touring the city. But I just don't like the traffic. Haha. Coz it's quite complicated for KL people like me. Haha. But still, it can be get used to after an hour or two driving in that frenzy traffic. I'll continue the trip on the next post.